29.10.2016 - 29.10.2016
Lying alone in my room. Clasping my phone in my left hand. My right hand running though my hair.
- ding ding!*
There goes the viber alert ... again. I smile and look at the screen. Yup, it's her. I felt like an idiot because I couldn't stop checking my phone every few minutes. Type, type, type. I typed in my reply too fast that i deleted a couple of words and re-typed. I didnt want to appear overly eager (though I really was).
I wasn't really into the whole cyber-friends / online friends or stuff like that. But this is turning out to be kinda like the real thing.
I was fooling around one day and decided to check out some dating sites which were LGBT friendly. I came across Mingle2, got intrigued, signed up and started browsing through profiles.
I got to know this cute girl using the nomer "jomsxxx" or joms. We started chatting and hit it off. We could talk about a wide range of topics and the first time she called me up, i heard her voice and I got hooked on her. There was something about the way she talks that was so sensual and so real.
We've known each other for about a month and continue to talk more and grow closer each day.
I never thought I'd be so into someone like this. Like yeah, i've had a couple of heartbreaks and a lot of relationships in the past. Heck, I just got out of one long, winding and stagnant relationship, but this one with joms feels so different. It feels so raw. So much power.
I want to see how this plays out. I wanna see if she will reciprocate what I think I am feeling for her. I'm sensing good vibes from this, and I hope things pan out just right.